Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Thankful

A thankful reminder.

It's hard this time of year with the changing of seasons, with the teasing of the bitter cold mixed with 50 degree days. The lack of light, the hibernating anxious self trying to take over. I think being so close to Thanksgiving it's time for a reminder of what I am thankful for.

I am thankful for:

My husband for being my constant companion and best friend. For putting up with me and dealing with my many moods. For remaining a bright light in the darkest days...for dealing with me when I can't sleep at night by reminding me I will eventually fall asleep and the world will not end if I don't. For calming my nerves by his general presence....for not knowing how deeply and truly I love him and how amazing a person he is. In this same breath I think I should thank my In-laws for raising him right....and providing me with this person who feels like the other half of my soul.

I am thankful for:

My family who knows the past and present me. Who is proud of my everyday accomplishments, and brags about them like they are a big deal. Who can tell by the sound of my voice over the phone if I am upset or happy. Who deal with my sometimes non-lovable self, and know that I love them even if I am not the hugging or emotional type. I am thankful for my family for being IMPERFECT. For teaching me that Normal is boring, and showing me to always be kind to others because you never know what they are going through. Thank you Dad, Mom, and Ash.

I am thankful for:

The different  friends in my life near and far who have been there for me through different walks of life. Such a varied group of personality’s that all fill those tiny chapters and who have been there for me through different events and times be it with a kind word, a knowing glance, tear-filled phone call, or a walk as I sort out my mind. I thank you.

I am thankful for:

My animals for providing a constant source of entertainment and hard work. From my obese cat, my neurotic dog, and my 8 egg laying chickens--- I always have something to do and some creature to fuss over and love.
I am thankful for:

Hands that have learned how to roll pie dough, bake cakes, get covered in flour and chocolate and butter and love every minute of it. I thank my Mother, Maam, and my Nanny Havener for teaching me how to cook and enjoy it.
I am thankful for:

The roof over my head, the shoes on my feet, a job that pays the bills, the food in my pantry, and the fire in my wood stove. Such everyday things that not everyone has....I am thankful that I am lucky enough to have these simple pleasures.

I am thankful for:

Everyday occurrences that I take for granted sometimes.... The kindness of strangers, the vast deep blue ocean, hot coffee on a cold day, fresh baked bread, bright green fields, snowy covered branches, a long walk with my dog, and the knowing that these things are what make me happy.